FINALLY.
Happy to be here with you all. The thought of any of you thinking that I was behind the decisions to imprison all of you MORTIFIES me. I was left with a bunch of crazies that had no trust in me, I would have at least kept a few of you around. Plus, I can't bus for shit, I'm the one that gets bussed.
There were quite a few reasons that I think I was being kept around. There were a few rounds where I was stressed out to the point of my blood sugars going completely out of whack, thus why I took my break. During that time I wasn't coming into chats nearly as much and didn't show any aggression, as I was completely drained. Then there's the fact that others kept saying that the longer I wasn't killed, the more they would suspect me. When the spies here something like that, of course they're going to jump all over it. I don't think they expected me to be able to get out of my slump/sulking, and I made them pay for thinking that. I won't be surprised at all if I was being set up for the final mislynch.
Anyway... If I stayed, I would have likely lynched Kiara or Dane this round. After that, I would have moved onto one of Mary/Hambone depending on how Kiara/Dane flipped. I suggested this in my parting words, and also left this possible piece of evidence against Hambone:
(9:18:05 PM) spies8owen: My main case on Lawrence is that he bussed Cin.
(9:18:13 PM) spies8hambone: how can u know it was a bus
(9:18:27 PM) spies8owen: Once the votes started going towards her, he bailed off Claude (cit) and onto Cin after not even having her on his list.
(9:18:44 PM) spies8owen: And it was hypocritical. He said Claude looked bad going on Cin, then he jumped OFF OF CLAUDE and onto Cin.
(9:19:04 PM) spies8owen: Cin didn't show up 15 mins until exile.
(9:19:17 PM) spies8owen: I was thinking she wouldn't show up at all BECAUSE it was decided she was going that morning.
(9:19:30 PM) spies8owen: Law went onto Cin once he heard that Steph was doing it.
(9:19:45 PM) spies8owen: And once I gave him a reason that would have made him look terrible to vote Claude.
(9:19:59 PM) spies8owen: And lookie now, Claude is dead. No longer a lynch option after I defended him.
(9:21:18 PM) spies8hambone: could you not use this same case one me if i changed my vote right now? :-)
(9:21:28 PM) spies8owen: LOL
(9:21:42 PM) spies8hambone: :-D :-D :-D
(9:21:47 PM) spies8owen: Onto Law?
(9:21:50 PM) spies8hambone: yessir
(9:21:55 PM) spies8owen: I wouldn't read that as a bus if he came up as scum.
(9:21:56 PM) spies8hambone: cuz i wanna change it
(9:21:58 PM) spies8owen: There's not much support.
(9:21:59 PM) spies8hambone: but now that u said all that
(9:22:07 PM) spies8hambone: law was never on any of my lists
(9:22:12 PM) spies8hambone: So now all of a sudden!
(9:22:16 PM) spies8hambone: everyone can go
(9:22:18 PM) spies8hambone: OH FUCKIN HAMBONE
(9:22:22 PM) spies8hambone: look what hes doin!
(9:23:16 PM) spies8owen: I'd defend you on it, you haven't ever DEFENDED the wagon against Lawrence.
(9:23:26 PM) spies8hambone: i dont even talk to him
(9:23:28 PM) spies8owen: Lawrence defended the Cin wagon by pointing out how bad Claude looked on it.
(9:23:29 PM) spies8hambone: whys he never onlien!
(9:23:59 PM) spies8hambone: i didnt get to finish my only other reason i suspect the fat man
(9:24:10 PM) spies8hambone: theres 1) switching the impeachment randomly and so quickly
(9:24:11 PM) spies8hambone: and 2)
(9:24:24 PM) spies8hambone: he joins the game and all of a sudden 1 day later he fucking knows everything
(9:24:26 PM) spies8hambone: how did that happen?
(9:24:37 PM) spies8hambone: hes smarter than me
(9:25:06 PM) spies8owen: I know he's smart and experienced.
(9:25:08 PM) spies8owen: Via my accusation.
Doesn't sit right with me at all. Asking me not to make a case against you in advance? Of course I completely agreed that there would be no case against him, while I was thinking how scummy he was coming across. Needed his vote and wasn't about to derail the Lawrence wagon by acting as a threat to Hammy.
Then there's the fact that Lawrence came back in the chat on his real screen-name and confirmed to us once again that it was a blindside. Why would he essentially clear myself, Rondak, Steph, Chance and Hambone and leave the remaining spies to hang out to dry? Either he's a moron who is letting his spies down from the grave OR the intent was to clear the "blindside" group when there's a spy in there.
/shortrant.
Looking forward to catching up with those of you that I haven't already gotten a chance to.