Episode One - Confessional

[Jasmine]

First Name: Jonathan to Jasmine
Age: 26
Gender: Male(Physically), Female(Mentally)
Occupation: Business Student

BIO: Early one October morning, in the middle of Nevada, a gunshot rang through the sky. Birds rustled in their nests, startled by the sudden sound. Jonathan Gaughan ran into his father's bedroom, and to his surprise--found him dead. He slowly crumpled up in the corner, unaware of what to do next. The police soon arrived, and pronounced the man dead--suicide, he was told. Alone already, being fatherless was nothing new for Jonathan. He never knew his mother, and didn't have any other family to look out for him. His father never paid attention to his little boy, but instead to his liquor bottle.
Quickly, after the police arrived, Jonathan was rushed into foster care. Bouncing from house to house would then be his life until he turned eighteen. Six years of abuse, and pain followed for him..but also years of realizing who he was. Who he wanted to be. And who he didn't want to be. His father. Jonathan Gaughan, age twenty six now, is known as Jasmine Gaughan. A young women who enrolled in a local college for business the previous year. After getting her GED, and taking some personal time to become herself..she wishes to have a solid future. Not yet a female, Jasmine is attempting to earn enough money to have an operation in the near future. Alone for most of her life, Jasmine is forced to have to blend with society for the first time in twenty six years..and become who she is.



^ That is for my reference. 0_0.

[Jasmine]

spies8savannah 3:39 pm
(3:39:37 PM): what was your real name!
(3:39:49 PM): yeah i think its fitting for a southern gal ;-)
spies8jasmine 3:40 pm
(3:40:08 PM): Jonathan.
(3:40:14 PM): Yea, defo fitting for a southern gal. :-P

I couldn't stop laughing. I had legit tears, <3333. I just needed to tell someone.

spies8jasmine 3:42 pm
(3:42:29 PM): =) Your the first I've told.
(3:42:37 PM): But ya, I think I'll just let people know if/when it comes up.
spies8savannah 3:42 pm
(3:42:57 PM): :-) that seems like a good idea
spies8jasmine 3:43 pm
(3:43:02 PM): :-) Yea.

^ LMAOoooooooo"That seems like a good idea."

k done. =) I needed to share me finding it funny. This isn't going to be a normal confessional.

[Jasmine]

spies8lawrence 4:40 pm
(4:40:23 PM): Well, thank you. Nit so bad yourself--ever thought of training to be a magicians assistant? You'd certainly provide the proper distraction factor.
spies8jasmine 4:40 pm
(4:40:35 PM): =-O
(4:40:42 PM): Oh hell no.
(4:40:46 PM): Was that suppose to be funny?
(4:40:53 PM): Is your fat ass a magican?
spies8lawrence 4:42 pm
(4:42:13 PM): I am, yes. And don't worry--it wasn't a proposition...I ficd relations with the assistants tend to go terribly sour snd hurt thr show.
spies8jasmine 4:43 pm
(4:43:08 PM): Wow.
(4:43:19 PM): Your a piece of shit.

I think we can all agree that this piece of shit is most likely going to be a republican. Not only was I offended, But I think I'll go for him to be first exiled or imprisoned or whatever the hell it is just for that fucking comment. I had to hold myself back after that to keep from attacking him and going ape shit already. I want to win, or I'd have attacked him so much more. Conflict too early could be a downfall.

[Jasmine]

I've met Jenny, Nita, Tina, Chance, Lawrence(sadly), and Savannah so far. Out of those, I dislike Lawrence, and I love Nita and Savannah. I think all the girls so far have made the best impression on me, maybe because I'm really a girl at heart. Or maybe they are just better then the guys, who knows. I think though, me telling my secert from the get-go will get these people to trust me. If I start out as a lie, how will any of them ever really trust me? They wouldn't. I want to make bonds with these people, and have some true friendships.

Savannah: So far, I just love her story. I love that she is an adopted Korean baby who lives in the south..and who wants to be a pastry chef. Clever to say the least. Freakin love her.

Nita: Very sassy, which I love. I love that she is older then me, and just seems to be another awesome character with her Spanish flare to add to everything.

Tina: Post girl, kind of boring white girl at the moment. But, she seems nice. =)

Jenny: Chance got us confused, and she hasn't made too much of an impression on me yet but she does seem nice. I love how she randomly died in the Spies 8 Chat. =) Gurl was on fire.

Chance: I think Jasmine may have a shot with Chance. I just feel it.

Lawrence: Piece of shit, fat piece of absolute shit. I hope he dies doing one of his magic tricks. Prolly from a heart attack. LOSE SOME WEIGHT.

[Jasmine]

spies8jenny 6:50 pm
(6:50:32 PM): No offense to Jasmine, but it's not every day that a politician loses to someone who is midway through sex change operations.

I love Jenny. =)

[Jasmine]

Lawrence tried to just resolve everything from earlier today. I basically told him to fuck off..and because I did, I think I broke him down a bit. He like signed off afterwards. I hope he is so lost now. He sux balls, and I hope because he pissed me off..he is on edge now overall, that maybe he picked the wrong character to be.

^ I'm liking the jiggy.

I'm LOVING Savannah, Chance, Jenny, and Cinny. Chance is my boy toy, and Imma get him before this is over. And I got the other threes backs.


Chance rox.

[Jasmine]

spies8jasmine 10:48 pm
(10:48:53 PM): Chance, if I waited and didn't say I was a transexual. Would you have flirted with me?
spies8chance 10:48 pm
(10:48:56 PM): maybe it's a clue?
(10:49:37 PM): jas - i don't have anything against your being a transexual.
spies8jasmine 10:49 pm
(10:49:42 PM): aw
spies8chance 10:49 pm
(10:49:51 PM): i do, however, in the nicest way possible, think you might be just the tiniest bit stalkerish.
spies8jasmine 10:50 pm
(10:50:01 PM): =-O
(10:50:02 PM): k
spies8chance 10:50 pm
(10:50:07 PM): but i do like you.
(10:50:10 PM): you're funny.
spies8jasmine 10:50 pm
(10:50:12 PM): :-) k, thanks.

My man loves me.

[Jasmine]

I had a bad dream that everyone found out my alias and I was a big joke.

Anyways, Imma post all the conversations from last night. So don't think I'm cheating if they aren't a democrat. And btw Jenny's whole thing about not bringing real politics into the game is so blah? Like who cares. But maybe it does matter, I haven't like played Spies before..but still. Just seemed so stupid.

AND CHANCE IS ON MY TEAM! But I'm going to, hopefully, post more about my team afterwards anyways.

[Jasmine]

Awohali - Who the hell? I need to talk more to him/her. =)

Broderick - Only thing I know about him/her is that they played mafia last night too. =) Was pretty good, which is something to look out for. BUT WHO THE HELL?

Camilla - OMG, I love this girl. CAMILLA, YOU MAH GURL. I think I might know who the real person is, BUT CANT TALK ABOUT THAT TILL IM SURE. Just totally off the hook though, last night in the mafia game I fell in love. Lesbian love. I LOVE Camilla right now. Every time I see her name I think of BBAU6's runner up Camilla..but that just goes to show how nerdy I am to know there was a house guest named Camilla in BBAU6. Anyways. YAY, I'm glad we are on the same team.

Chance - *Orgasms* I'm fighting for this man. I'm fighting for his love, and will not give up. I'm going to start acting more personable, and maybe he'll truly fall in love with Jasmine, and Chance and Jasmine can become a couple. ID TOTALLY WATCH HIS HOT BEHIND IF HE'D WATCH MINE!!! SO FUCKING GLAD we are on the same team!!! =)

Cinnamyn - GURL! So glad to have you too! I have a feeling we'll be fighting that idiotic Lawrence together, gurl. <333 you.

Claude - Boring ass white dude.

Cory - He was so rude, and like told Gabriel I wanted to fuck him and stuff. He may be a Lawrence 2.0. GAH I HATE LAWRENCE!!

Gertrude - Played mafia last night for a bit, all I really know.

Isaac - WHO ARE YOU?

Lawrence - Ugh, why the fuck did you end up on my team? Automatic Spy for me. Like ew...

Lilith - Need to talk to her more...Dunno her.

Magalie - I think this was the girl who is a lesbian? Don't remember.

Margot - Who?

Mary - GURL, THAT DAMN COLD SORE! I like Mary though, this gurl is clever!!! Damn in that mafia game, I didn't even know if it was her or what! She was amazing!!

[Jasmine]

Serious Jasmine Time

So, I think on my team there has got to be 3-4 spies. I'd guess that we'd have about equal, lets hope anyways. Nobody really shouts SPY to me yet. I, however, was talking to Jenny previously about the possibility of Cinny being a Spy. In my conversation with her last night, I got a really Spyish vibe about her. Dunno what it is, and I need to keep talking to her and to see if it goes anywheres..but I really do suspect her as of right now, with nothing to base it on. Maybe it's just her persona as a whole..I'm not sure. I just think she may be it. I'm hoping we end up with some kind of powerish role on this team though, and we don't go into future exiles blind....or I may not last that long. I think spies may want to keep me around for being OTTx100, but I think civilians may get annoyed and suspect of me. We will see. I think I just need to become more down to earth for the time being, but that is sometimes impossible for me....

[Jasmine]

I JUST STORMED OUT OF THE FUCKING GROUP CHAT! FUCKING ARROGANT PIECE OF SHIT. I NEED TO CALM DOWN. HOMOPHOBIC, RACIST, WHITE CLAUDE CAN DIE IN A FUCKED UP HOLE WITH LAWRENCE! Genetic w/e the shit he is has NO FUCKIGN RIGHT commenting on me. CINNAMYN IS GUNNA HERE OF THIS, CLAUDE IF A DEAD MAN! DEADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

[Jasmine]

Serious Jasmine Time

A lot of people are already accusing Awhalo or w/e that guy's name is of being a Spy..I think it may be a distraction factor, Everyone wants this vote to be pretty simple..being the first one and nothing major going on about it. I think the people bringing it up may be spies themselves. I suspect Cinnamyn still, I'm starting to suspect Chance/Mary as either Spies or just really smart players whom may get picked off by the Spies for being too smart. So, if one sticks around a bit...I'd suspect them to maybe be a Spy. I think Isaac is also a bit suspicious. Nobody else really sticks out for me. Chance/Mary/Cinnamyn/Isaac are the four I'm watching right now. I think they have all very extrovert personalities which automatically makes you suspicious..which could be whats happening with me right now, with Isaac being an exception. We will see I guess. It's getting more interesting though. Cin wants to do a group chat tonight and start pulling out names, which is a bit scummy in itself..but we will see. Chance/Cin/Mary are smart..Spy or Civilian, they are just ready to play this shit. I smell vets!!!! ;D

[Jasmine]

Not sure if this is because I'm not taking it as serious yet or what the deal is. However, I seem to not want to vote people out who are participating--is that bad? I think everyone who is around shouldn't go this early. However, I do think Cinnamyn, and maybe Claude/Mary are spies--those three are my main suspects after last nights whole shiabaz. Mary has been doing so much drama, for no reason at all. Who would do drama for no reason? Not a citizen, not this early anyways. Unless they are me. =) Cause I love drama, so i may do it. Idk....But ya, i think Mary is defo spy. Jazzy is on to you!!!

[Jasmine]

JASMINE, GET IT THE FUCK TOGETHER GURL. POST YOUR CONVERSATIONS, POST SOME FUCKING THOUGHTS. AND POST YOUR FUCKIN VOTE GURL. YOU FUCKING BEHIND, STOP SLUTTING YOURSELF AND GET IT TOGETHERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..

Sam, on a un-Jasmine vote. I'd like to share, that i love asian men. My best friend is so hottttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. I want him, why r people straight?

JASMINE LOVES THE ASIANS TOO!!

k, time to get it together.

[Jasmine]

note*

[Judge Sam]

Jun 20, 2010 15:48:06 GMT -6 Jasmine said:

why r people straight???

I suspect that's a question Time will never answer...


My guess is like someone put a carcinogenic straighty virus in our drinking water.

[Jasmine]

mmhmm gurl, I wouldn't doubt that. I don't got no idea!!

[Jasmine]

I really think Cinnamyn is spy, but I don't have anything hardcore to go after her right now. I don't know why I feel ashamed and almost scared to announce her name? i think Cinnamyn as this persona where nobody will vote her or something. I really hope something logical comes up though, I just get a very spyish vibe from the girl.

I still suspect Claude although I am voting for Chance at the moment.

Camilla/Margot are dumb votes IMO. I really hope neither of the two girls goes at this point. I think they would be a wasteful vote, and would only lead to the people voting them/pushing for them to become future lynches.

Is it bad for a cit to say"As long as it's not me?" Maybe I'm just not getting the jist of the game yet. I just want to survive...I want to win, and maybe losing cits just doesn't bug me as much because I just want to get to the next day? Dunno. Or maybe I suck at this concept of a game. -_-

[Jasmine]

FUCK THE STUPID CUNT NAMED BROD, TRYING TO MAKE ME SUSPECT BY JUST SAYING HE'S A DUMB CUNT. THE HOE WAS STUPID FOR DOING THAT, I WASNT EVEN SAYING HE WAS SPY. WHAT A HOE. I needed to vent.

[Jasmine]

spies8jasmine 11:09 pm
(11:09:42 PM): I voted for Chance.
spies8mary 11:10 pm
(11:10:49 PM): Me too.
(11:11:15 PM): I'm peeling a beet right now.
(11:11:21 PM): For dinner.
spies8jasmine 11:12 pm
(11:12:59 PM): LOL
(11:13:02 PM): I LVOE YOU MARY
spies8mary 11:13 pm
(11:13:17 PM): I like fresh beets.
spies8jasmine 11:13 pm
(11:13:23 PM): LOL

I love her, so much.

[Jasmine]

Camilla is gone. Suspect the people that thought she was spy. Obviously right? Well, the people who voted her are: Margot, Gertrude, Cory, and Claude.

Gertrude has been busy with college things, I honestly don't think "she" is spy. (I love how I was the one that accused the bitch, I feel like Jasmine is secretly bad ass now )

Claude being a spy might be a bit too obvious because he said to lynch him if Camilla isn't a spy. Idk..it just seems too much.

Cory/Margot are the two I'm suspecting prolly are spies. Cinnamyn might have been right about Margot..and if so, maybe Cinnamyn isn't a spy at all, Margot may be though. She is one I'm suspecting the most at this point. GET MARGOT OUT!!!

--I bickered with Brod at the end of this round, literally five minutes before the results we were screaming at eachother in the democrats chat room. As they were revealing the republican results I was calling him a dickhead. =) I love this game!!! Brod is a fucked up piece of shit though. =)

[Judge Sam]

I really enjoy reading your confessional, it's fantastic. So many great thoughts and opinions. I also like the "Serious Jasmine Time" heading haha, it's good to hear such a variety of thoughts.


Thoughts as I reread your confessional:


Have you talked to Lawrence since you had the argument with him? What do you think of him now?

I think spies may want to keep me around for being OTTx100, but I think civilians may get annoyed and suspect of me. We will see. I think I just need to become more down to earth for the time being, but that is sometimes impossible for me....

That made me smile haha. I kind of like you "in space" though so don't come down to earth too often!


Has anything changed with Claude after you stormed out of the group chat? What do you think of him now?

However, I seem to not want to vote people out who are participating--is that bad?

No.


Jasmine had an absolutely amazing Episode 1. Can't wait to see what's next in store for everyone's favorite heshe!

[Jasmine]

OMG! I didn't know you made comments like this after episodes too!! OMG YOUR SO NICE! lol. <3333 Sam.

Have you talked to Lawrence since you had the argument with him? What do you think of him now?

Nope, not really. I think he's a judgemental piece of shiz still. However, I do think he's citizen too.

Has anything changed with Claude after you stormed out of the group chat? What do you think of him now?

I am starting to warm to the guy..believe it or not. Maybe it's because he always says I'm a Cit? I'm not sure. I do like him a lot more, and am starting to forget that Jazzy was ever mad at the man!

--Just thought I'd say that you rock, and I love how you comment on confessionals!

[Nita]

This confessional is a fantastic mix of OTT personality implosion with bizarrely accurate spy reads. Oh Jasmine.

[Savannah]

Jas you were amazing, I was sad we could never be on a team together.

[Cinnamyn]

Chance/Mary/Cinnamyn/Isaac are the four I'm watching right now

[Chance]

Yeah, three spies and me (intentionally scummy). Go Jas.